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Thursday, August 11, 2011
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Moments like this..
So, my Appa does this a lot...he rants on the internet, mainly Facebook. That is not good, especially if it is super personal and everyone you know can read it.
Check out this pic I made from his face on my phone------>
That is just..wooooowwww. So, yeah. Appa, Indian, and Umma are all in this fight thingy over stupid stuff. It is driving me crazy. My Halmoni and I even talked about it.
Jeep even talked to him because quite frankly..Appa was/is an a$$! Ugh.
On another note..
Last night I had a dream that I was in a zombie movie with my kitten, Rainypoo, and well, yeah. We didn't die, we instead tricked the zombies (my classmates, friends, family who were suprisingly sane and aware of everything..they might have been vampires..), yep. So, my mind is kind of..out there!
HE he he, why the freak did my phone capitalize 'he'.
모르겠어요. 아~ "정말 모르겠어요" haha, lyrics from one of my fave songs, I don't know, by MBLAQ. By the way, here is the translation: I don't know. Ah~ I really don't know.
킷스 I don't think I spelled that right. Ah haha.
ANNYEONG~! ^__^
Check out this pic I made from his face on my phone------>
That is just..wooooowwww. So, yeah. Appa, Indian, and Umma are all in this fight thingy over stupid stuff. It is driving me crazy. My Halmoni and I even talked about it.
Jeep even talked to him because quite frankly..Appa was/is an a$$! Ugh.
On another note..
Last night I had a dream that I was in a zombie movie with my kitten, Rainypoo, and well, yeah. We didn't die, we instead tricked the zombies (my classmates, friends, family who were suprisingly sane and aware of everything..they might have been vampires..), yep. So, my mind is kind of..out there!
HE he he, why the freak did my phone capitalize 'he'.
모르겠어요. 아~ "정말 모르겠어요" haha, lyrics from one of my fave songs, I don't know, by MBLAQ. By the way, here is the translation: I don't know. Ah~ I really don't know.
킷스 I don't think I spelled that right. Ah haha.
ANNYEONG~! ^__^
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Sunday, August 7, 2011
Lost In the Dark.
So, I am at a crossroad. What to do? Ho hum. I think I shall read some fics to..you know..get ideas.
Oh~
I dunno. Alexa is kind of moody and misplaced in her mind. Me trying to act like her to write the story is depressing, yet oddly easy.
My little Bluebird is so cute. This Alexa mood is affecting my play with her.
Annyeong~
Oh~
I dunno. Alexa is kind of moody and misplaced in her mind. Me trying to act like her to write the story is depressing, yet oddly easy.
My little Bluebird is so cute. This Alexa mood is affecting my play with her.
Annyeong~
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Saturday, August 6, 2011
News from me.
My bffl is not taking the same classes as me. Ugh. Thanks a lot. So much for sticking - ooh! Pie! ^_^
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I'm no beauty queen~
Another convo from my sequel:
"Alexa!? Why is there blood in the sink?" Chrissy yells at me.
Shit! Didn't the blood wash away? I swear it did! I cover my wrist with my sleeve and wait for her to walk into my room.
She enters, concerned, "You didn't answer me. What's up?"
"Nothing!" I smile, "I don't know why the blood's there! My nose was bleeding earlier. I thought it washed away. I didn't want to freak you out!"
She frowns, "Really? Well, how is your nose?"
"Fine." I fiddle with my thumbs.
"Lex, what's that?" she notices the white bandage on my wrist.
"Mwo?" I check my sleeve, avoiding the bandage.
She grabs my wrist, "What happened?"
"N-nothing!" I pull away.
She slaps me. I wince and look at her. I didn't even cry out in pain or let the tears well up. I was used to it. She notices this and regrabs my wrist and pulls my sleeve down, revealing my bandage.
I look away, pulling my wrist away as hard as I can but with no luck. She notices the red spot on the bandage. Her eyes move down under my bandage by an inch, where a couple of scars lie.
"What the hell, Alexa?! Are you cutting?!" she looks at me.
"A-aniyo! I'm not!" I finally manage to pull away and hide my wrist.
"Alexa! Wae?" she frowns.
"I can't tell you-"
"Tell me or I tell Cheondoong!" she hisses.
I grimace, "I will tell you, but please don't tell anyone!"
She nods, "Arasso."
"I-"
Alexa
"Alexa!? Why is there blood in the sink?" Chrissy yells at me.
Shit! Didn't the blood wash away? I swear it did! I cover my wrist with my sleeve and wait for her to walk into my room.
She enters, concerned, "You didn't answer me. What's up?"
"Nothing!" I smile, "I don't know why the blood's there! My nose was bleeding earlier. I thought it washed away. I didn't want to freak you out!"
She frowns, "Really? Well, how is your nose?"
"Fine." I fiddle with my thumbs.
"Lex, what's that?" she notices the white bandage on my wrist.
"Mwo?" I check my sleeve, avoiding the bandage.
She grabs my wrist, "What happened?"
"N-nothing!" I pull away.
She slaps me. I wince and look at her. I didn't even cry out in pain or let the tears well up. I was used to it. She notices this and regrabs my wrist and pulls my sleeve down, revealing my bandage.
I look away, pulling my wrist away as hard as I can but with no luck. She notices the red spot on the bandage. Her eyes move down under my bandage by an inch, where a couple of scars lie.
"What the hell, Alexa?! Are you cutting?!" she looks at me.
"A-aniyo! I'm not!" I finally manage to pull away and hide my wrist.
"Alexa! Wae?" she frowns.
"I can't tell you-"
"Tell me or I tell Cheondoong!" she hisses.
I grimace, "I will tell you, but please don't tell anyone!"
She nods, "Arasso."
"I-"
Alexa
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You have your dreams, I have mine~
Preview to a conversation between Cheondoong & Alexa:
"Alexa-ssi, you are hiding something from me! I can feel it!" Cheondoong looks me in the eyes.
I was shocked. He rarely says my name like that. I look away from his amazing eyes. I twiddle my thumbs.
"Alexa-ssi?" he continues his gaze upon me.
"Dammit, SangHyun! I am fine! I am not hiding a damn thing!" I yell, glaring at him.
I cover my mouth. He just made me so mad. I-I..I don't know. I was hiding something. Something he couldn't fix. Something I could never take back.
"Alexa-"
"Do not call me by that name!" I cross my arms.
"Jagiya-" he begins.
That name. That is what..no! Get that jerk out of your mind! I shake my head furiously. He watches me, confused.
"Cheondoong, just trust me. Arasso? That is all I need from you!" I beg, looking down.
He nods, "Arasso, babe."
My phone beeps and I read the text message. Not him again. Now?
"Cheondoong, I-I gotta go," I stand up and drag him out of my room.
"Go where? I can-" he starts.
"Aniyo!" I leave, slamming the door.
I do this to keep you alive. Please do not question my actions. And please..don't call me 'jagiya'.
-Alexa
"Alexa-ssi, you are hiding something from me! I can feel it!" Cheondoong looks me in the eyes.
I was shocked. He rarely says my name like that. I look away from his amazing eyes. I twiddle my thumbs.
"Alexa-ssi?" he continues his gaze upon me.
"Dammit, SangHyun! I am fine! I am not hiding a damn thing!" I yell, glaring at him.
I cover my mouth. He just made me so mad. I-I..I don't know. I was hiding something. Something he couldn't fix. Something I could never take back.
"Alexa-"
"Do not call me by that name!" I cross my arms.
"Jagiya-" he begins.
That name. That is what..no! Get that jerk out of your mind! I shake my head furiously. He watches me, confused.
"Cheondoong, just trust me. Arasso? That is all I need from you!" I beg, looking down.
He nods, "Arasso, babe."
My phone beeps and I read the text message. Not him again. Now?
"Cheondoong, I-I gotta go," I stand up and drag him out of my room.
"Go where? I can-" he starts.
"Aniyo!" I leave, slamming the door.
I do this to keep you alive. Please do not question my actions. And please..don't call me 'jagiya'.
-Alexa
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Mir oppa and Chrissy unnie~
Aigooo~ Mir & Chrissy! My normal, lovey dovey couple! EEEP! (=^_^=)
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When Two Souls Collide Sequel
Here is my characters life quote for Cheondoong. She loves him, he loves her. Her choices now are based upon him and they aren't great. What does she get from all of this? She gets to see the love of her life walk around and do what he loves to do, sing and dance.
What more could she ask for? How much can she endure before she breaks?
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RANDOm^3^
Here I am, eating Cheetos, watching Pit Boss, and blogging. Now, I am trying to think of ideas for my sequel story. What to do? What to think?
Now, writing a story is like acting. You have to be the character, know the character and do what you think the character would do.
At this particular moment in my story, my character is twisted and frustrated and on the verge of cutting
"Cutting! What the f**k?! You messed up-"
"Eh eh!" I shake my finger at you.
My character has a rough life and I want my character to relate to normal human beings. Not the sappy, happy-go-lucky ones you see every where. So, my character is going through a rough patch, enduring pain both externally and internally.
"Oh. I see. So, you are just gonna let her do a messed up thing like cut herself?" you ask, raising an eyebrow.
I laugh, "You think that is the only messed up thing in her life? Psshh. Alexa has drama and an amazing boyfriend she can't even look at now because of the current life threatening situation overtaking her life."
Ahh~
As you may assume, oh dang it! That isn't what I was going to say, but I have the sudden urge to pee!
I can wait. I still have to mention my ideas for my story! Yah! Brain, quit being distracted and thinking about peeing~! ke ke.
Aish! Eff you, brain! I am off to pee! ^_^ la di da do doo.
Annyeong~ ppyong¡ ^3^
Now, writing a story is like acting. You have to be the character, know the character and do what you think the character would do.
At this particular moment in my story, my character is twisted and frustrated and on the verge of cutting
"Cutting! What the f**k?! You messed up-"
"Eh eh!" I shake my finger at you.
My character has a rough life and I want my character to relate to normal human beings. Not the sappy, happy-go-lucky ones you see every where. So, my character is going through a rough patch, enduring pain both externally and internally.
"Oh. I see. So, you are just gonna let her do a messed up thing like cut herself?" you ask, raising an eyebrow.
I laugh, "You think that is the only messed up thing in her life? Psshh. Alexa has drama and an amazing boyfriend she can't even look at now because of the current life threatening situation overtaking her life."
Ahh~
As you may assume, oh dang it! That isn't what I was going to say, but I have the sudden urge to pee!
I can wait. I still have to mention my ideas for my story! Yah! Brain, quit being distracted and thinking about peeing~! ke ke.
Aish! Eff you, brain! I am off to pee! ^_^ la di da do doo.
Annyeong~ ppyong¡ ^3^
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The 'who's who'!
Grandma - Umma (though that name means 'mom')
Great-grandma - halmoni
great-grandpa - harabuji
uncle - *Jeep
aunt - *Bridge
neice :cousin: - *Bluebird
father - *appa
stepmom - *indian
mom - *Rose
stepdad - *Mr.Unknown
best friend #1 -*Bobica
BFF #2 - *Heder
Bff#3 - *Franci
brother #1 - *Yogibear
brother #2 - *JakeyPoo
sister #1 - *Big Sis
sister #2 - *Emmy
ME - KissDromedaGirl
bestie - *ljoeholic
cat - *bessygirl (her name is not bessy)
kitten #1 - (girl) *Rainpoo
kitten #2 - (boy) *Thunderbear or Cheondoong-ah
dog (girl) - *fatty
other friends and or family will get names along the way;)
Great-grandma - halmoni
great-grandpa - harabuji
uncle - *Jeep
aunt - *Bridge
neice :cousin: - *Bluebird
father - *appa
stepmom - *indian
mom - *Rose
stepdad - *Mr.Unknown
best friend #1 -*Bobica
BFF #2 - *Heder
Bff#3 - *Franci
brother #1 - *Yogibear
brother #2 - *JakeyPoo
sister #1 - *Big Sis
sister #2 - *Emmy
ME - KissDromedaGirl
bestie - *ljoeholic
cat - *bessygirl (her name is not bessy)
kitten #1 - (girl) *Rainpoo
kitten #2 - (boy) *Thunderbear or Cheondoong-ah
dog (girl) - *fatty
other friends and or family will get names along the way;)
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I Run This Sh!t(:
Here I am again. At home. Listening to old tales from my halmoni and harabuji. Ah~ old people and their weirdness. Can't they go one sentence without a cuss word? We are currently on the subject of 'cheating' and who has been cheated on.
I look to my right and see my halmoni gossiping her heart out and then I hear this "He's just a doing his thing at the honky tonk. That ole big foot!"
Oh my dear God~!
Can she be anymore hillbilly?! No? Arasso.
So, tomorrow..I am making some brownies and sugar cookies and a Millionaire Pie. No, this pie isn't for millionaires or cost a million, but it sure tastes amazingly delicious!! :)
My harabuji is a diabetic, and I don't make sugar-free, so we will see how-wait a minute! Why is everyone quiet and staring at me?
Seriously, my old people are staring at me. Aish! Look away old people while I sit on my phone and blog random stuff because as you know, I run this shiz.
Arasso. I think this subject is covered up and locked away. Oh~ I have to get a new computer because mine died. Rest in peace, Piper! You served me well! All my (hundreds) of fanfics wrote on you; the countless songs I created; the edited photod I laughed at and designed for no significant purpose! Haha. Now I will buy a new laptop and name it..erm. I have no idea.
By the way, my neice, I shall call her Bluebird, won her second beauty pageant at 6 months.
IN MY NEXT POST:
[I will put a who's who!] ^^
ppyong~
I look to my right and see my halmoni gossiping her heart out and then I hear this "He's just a doing his thing at the honky tonk. That ole big foot!"
Oh my dear God~!
Can she be anymore hillbilly?! No? Arasso.
So, tomorrow..I am making some brownies and sugar cookies and a Millionaire Pie. No, this pie isn't for millionaires or cost a million, but it sure tastes amazingly delicious!! :)
My harabuji is a diabetic, and I don't make sugar-free, so we will see how-wait a minute! Why is everyone quiet and staring at me?
Seriously, my old people are staring at me. Aish! Look away old people while I sit on my phone and blog random stuff because as you know, I run this shiz.
Arasso. I think this subject is covered up and locked away. Oh~ I have to get a new computer because mine died. Rest in peace, Piper! You served me well! All my (hundreds) of fanfics wrote on you; the countless songs I created; the edited photod I laughed at and designed for no significant purpose! Haha. Now I will buy a new laptop and name it..erm. I have no idea.
By the way, my neice, I shall call her Bluebird, won her second beauty pageant at 6 months.
IN MY NEXT POST:
[I will put a who's who!] ^^
ppyong~
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Racism
So, we are in Walmart and of course, it's not only us 'white people', as my 81-year-old (let's call her Halmoni -it is Korean^^) states, here. There are Mexicans and Asians, yes, but she doesn't have to call them 'brown people' and 'chinks'. That is just wrong! Everyone I know says crap like that as if it is nothing! To me, it is down right rascist!!
I love freaking asians! A little too much, according to my Umma (she's not my mother, but then again she has raised me since birth!). So, since the day my brain began learning this complicated system of letters and syllables, I have began calling my family by Korean terms and even replying in Korean.
It really ticks them off. I am the whitest chick in Oklahoma, in the center of the United States, who is more 1/64 indian and most likely 1/160th Scottish. I am me and not rascist. Why should other people be?
-KissDromedaGirl, the asianholic<3
I love freaking asians! A little too much, according to my Umma (she's not my mother, but then again she has raised me since birth!). So, since the day my brain began learning this complicated system of letters and syllables, I have began calling my family by Korean terms and even replying in Korean.
It really ticks them off. I am the whitest chick in Oklahoma, in the center of the United States, who is more 1/64 indian and most likely 1/160th Scottish. I am me and not rascist. Why should other people be?
-KissDromedaGirl, the asianholic<3
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School and Friends..
School. The place people refer to as the 'living hell'. For me, it is a chance to see my best friends and classmates again. When you live in a small town (in the country), sometimes walking to your best friend's house is hard. It really is and usually us 'hillbillies' have other plans or something. It really irritates me when people call me that. I am the most un-hillbilly-ish person from my town I know. Sorry girls in my school, but I AM NOT a hillbilly. I hate cowboys and don't like riding horses and stuff like that. Heck, I am wearing heels and a skirt at the moment!
Back to my friends.
I miss them. They are crazy and we all disagree and argue but without them my life is hectic and like hell! I just want to go back to normalcy and run and laugh and be the biggest gossip girls on school grounds. I miss that. My disease, Juvenile Dermatmyositis, is the death of that life. Now, I confident and mature beyond my years and already preparing for college and my nursing career. I am also a freshmen. Here I am, planning ahead for my hectic, uncontrollable lifestyle I hope to accomplish and pursue.
Did I mention I have a full time (unpaid) job as a reviewer for mine and my friend Kristi's site: www.pandromedashop.blogspot.com ? It is fun, don't get me wrong, but I wish I had my laptop so I could do more with my job. I also write on asianfanfics, but we'll get to that later. ;)
For now, this is Zoe. Annyeong~
Back to my friends.
I miss them. They are crazy and we all disagree and argue but without them my life is hectic and like hell! I just want to go back to normalcy and run and laugh and be the biggest gossip girls on school grounds. I miss that. My disease, Juvenile Dermatmyositis, is the death of that life. Now, I confident and mature beyond my years and already preparing for college and my nursing career. I am also a freshmen. Here I am, planning ahead for my hectic, uncontrollable lifestyle I hope to accomplish and pursue.
Did I mention I have a full time (unpaid) job as a reviewer for mine and my friend Kristi's site: www.pandromedashop.blogspot.com ? It is fun, don't get me wrong, but I wish I had my laptop so I could do more with my job. I also write on asianfanfics, but we'll get to that later. ;)
For now, this is Zoe. Annyeong~
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